Friday, October 03, 2008 @10:50 PM
Feeling rather stress up lately. Unsure about the reason. Probably is comparision of the life i use to lead and the one i have now. Army life seems draining for me and booking out is my only sense of incentive now. 7 days per mounting and stuck in the protected place doing my part for my country? Well i miss the freedom i have. I can't deny that i have great friends in this place, but i sure hate those who
don't speak intellectually. Those who just speak what may make them seem popular or seem "impressive" as a matter a fact. Well for all these R.I(retarded idiots) out there i really sincerely hope you will put some brain into your words before letting them out.
I hate the stress, its different from what i experience before. I need a break, i need attention.... Feel pretty bad today, even though today is dismounting day. Why? Today is when freedom returns but why am i feeling this way? i need an answer....
Busy schedule next week, slightly better than the week before but certainly not something i am looking forward to. Hoping the weekends will make me feel all better....
feeling now very down now.
⥠you and i both loved