Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @10:27 PM
Its been so long since i blog, till the extent that i forgot my user. Well got it through anyway. People ask me why my blog had held stagnant for so long, the answer is simple-school. Its been busy busy busy so far now. The timetable seems so unreasonable and demanding, what's left in a student after a 8-9hrs of school life and expecting to study after that. 2007 is already one quarter spent and so many things that had happened. People step in and others leave. Some left a mark while others a new beginning. Sometimes i just can't believe its only been 3 months since the new year. Block test is next week and i'm still light-years away from being prepared for it. Stressed out but i know there's more to do. Can't say is not all that bad, good times were there and i enjoyed them well. Bad times were there and i got through too. So i've accomplished much i should say, and well there's more to go. Guess i just need sometime off and to think about. It really made me think real hard what i really want in life. The answer seems so clear at times but it also seems so blurred and uncertain everytime i come close. Things i hear and see makes me feel even more uncertain about what i'm doing and myself. I ask myself why do i feel this way but the more i pursue the more broken i feel. I know what i want but i just don't have the confidence to look forward and grab hold of it tight. Assumptions and doubts. I guess is just not as simple as it seems and often easlier said than done for
everyone. Time is the right cure to this i hope but its something i got to figure out myself. What the future holds is still unsure, but the
future i hope for still stands. Well the way to find out is to move on. Yup i think is time to move on and for me to head back to my books. So many things yet to do but be sure i will meet up with my friends after this die-hard period of time, so ya damien, in the mean time go train hard, my winning eleven is waiting for you after my block test! =)...mug mug mug...
⥠you and i both loved