having slack for so long, it is only right to do some work now. hehe come to think of it i had looked forward to this 4 day work at sitex. But after it all ended i only wished it could have lasted longer. Was introduced by my cousin for this apple job. We were working for apple to sell ipods. Ya he and his friend(kevin), me and may worked at expo to promote ipods. Well after working for apple i kind of got brain-washed into mac os than windows. Imagine hearing to the advertisments of mac being a more versatile os than windows for 4 straight days ( ya how would u feel). hehe...ya but sad to say pay would only come in in Jan and commission wise would only come in Feb (like wth). After these days working with the people around, i had realised much of my friends that i didn't know before which really got me thinking. Apparently affairs of life are going on every minute but we just don't notice them. Is only when you know that really gets you to think. Sounds really confusing i know but these things in life is sad to say hard to understand and in fact not possible to understand. Well someone asked me what is true love, and what if don't hold on to it; letting is slip by. My answer was, we would never know is true love and is only almost not possible to find it. For me true love is something that comes from our feeling and is from comparison with another individual. Is just simply hard to "know" what true love is. We might had already let it slip pass us without knowing it but this is just life. Affairs of the heart are just compilcated. I guess the only thing we can do is trust our heart and eyes as well and go by them. Something had be troubling for sometime now but well at least after these days of thinking, i think i had got it sort out more or less, maybe wrong or right choice but i will wait for as long you will wait.......⥠you and i both loved