good bye, i've moved.....
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Feeling rather stress up lately. Unsure about the reason. Probably is comparision of the life i use to lead and the one i have now. Army life seems draining for me and booking out is my only sense of incentive now. 7 days per mounting and stuck in the protected place doing my part for my country? Well i miss the freedom i have. I can't deny that i have great friends in this place, but i sure hate those who don't speak intellectually. Those who just speak what may make them seem popular or seem "impressive" as a matter a fact. Well for all these R.I(retarded idiots) out there i really sincerely hope you will put some brain into your words before letting them out.
I hate the stress, its different from what i experience before. I need a break, i need attention.... Feel pretty bad today, even though today is dismounting day. Why? Today is when freedom returns but why am i feeling this way? i need an answer....
Busy schedule next week, slightly better than the week before but certainly not something i am looking forward to. Hoping the weekends will make me feel all better....
feeling now very down now.
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This day should be a happy one. One that we should be together happily. We long for this day. Didn't know it will turn out this way. I'm trying to learn, its hard because i never seem to see and i fall down once again. I try to pick myself up and tell myself to try again. I'll keep trying, i promise but i need your support. Dreaded to go back to camp today, its never the right time to go back, it never is.
Time and again, i need it more than ever. See you soon, and i hope we'll be as happy as ever.
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To my dearest mayys:
You were wrong...those words does mean alot to me. Not what it says but because you said it. I'm one happy boy now beacuse my baby girl is next to me. You are also the one who let me tasted love the sweetest as well at the moments we spent together. Knowing that you are now a part of my life and i get to see you, it means alot to me ;in effect everything. I'll do anything, as much or even more just to see the glimpse of your smile even for that moment. Its all worth it beacause i love you...
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i need a break....
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After realising that my course at ssc is coming to an end, i realised that 2 months had alreay went past me. The great mates i made here and the many things that we went through together. Knowing that we may not meet up so often after the course is rather disappointing but i guess everything has an end. Still looking forward to my poc of course with ssc night coming right up first.
Always thought that my life won't be as bouncy as others but i guess i was wrong, everyone has their ups and downs at parts of their life. Looking back at these past few years, i think i've seen and went through quite alot of lessons of life. Precious experiences i hope i won't have to go through again. Pain and hurt made me learn...the hard way. I finally learn that you will never know how much certain things means to you until you lose them. Treasure the moments, enjoy the journey because every paradise has an end.
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It had been so long since i blog. I guess i its the busy days and my lazy ass that i lost touch with my blog. Looking back at the previous posts bought back pretty much thoughts. It has been since my school days that i wrote something here. Changed the blog with a new song.
At home today on this sunday afternoon, no programs aline for me today. Probably bum around at home today. Yesterday was great, my little anniversary with my little girl. Its been a great time with her and it don't seem to be stopping anytime yet. Still as sweet as i could remember. Two hearts together filled with great memories....
At home today on this sunday afternoon, no programs aline for me today. Probably bum around at home today. Yesterday was great, my little anniversary with my little girl. Its been a great time with her and it don't seem to be stopping anytime yet. Still as sweet as i could remember. Two hearts together filled with great memories....
i guess we still look the same*....
*except my hair =p
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